lifes about

teddy bears, moo cows, chocolate milk and sing-alongs.

im sontfuchk i ony fo you

ok inm youdto berfd...


goddingught .3




::EDIT::(6 hours later)

ok let me try and decode the drunkinness




im so fucked i ____ of you..?

ok im going to bed...

goodnight <3

its almost 5am...


im watching a chemistry show about how fireworks work...(discovery channel)



but yea... i need to go buy some...


i cant feel my fingers... i just came inside from taking pictures outside ....its cold..



-boron would rather share than lose electrons. so it forms covalent bonds with helium.
-when the element boron is exploded in a firework it gives off a green flame. 500nm = green light
- copper turns blue
- calcium truns orange
- gun powder should not be called gun powder because it was invited before guns.
- 25% of the earths crust is made of silicon.

DONT POKE IT







so... iv been bitten. am i going to turn into a girlwerewolf now? or maybe a vampire that feast on thighs and white meats only?



thanks Mollycakes<3!!

yea.... im probally drunk and not goinmgto sleep for aw hile were is vverybony...? wtf...



i just ate some cheesecake it was good, i need more jager.




why do poeple do cocain and shit..? swerioulsy... i saw like for people snorting shit up there nose toinght... whattf...





ps.
you like to kiss me.

thunderstorms...

starvation...

depressing...

bored...

insignificant...

pshh...





thanks. kbye.

hey geuss what....

whats that bob...

i passed out last night...

Are you serious...

hells yea i am...

dude wtf...

i dont know man...









ps.ignore this. its 4:45am... i just woke up.

wow... thanks randi for these new toys to play with...








cause today would have been really supermegaboring without that.

so today was pretty laid back...
i went to steves to drop off pictures but ended up staying there
and watched William Shakespeare's "Hamlet"

it was the first time i had seen Hamlet and it was the first Shakespeare play that i understood but didnt understand a word... haha.

some quotes that stood out to me...

"This above all: to thine own self be true"

"Find out the cause of this effect,
Or rather say, the cause of this defect,
For this effect defective comes by cause."

"There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so"

"Do you think I am easier to be played on than a pipe?"




then after it was over we watched family guy and it was funny cause it was the "black knight" episode and they were talking like they did in hamlet.


shutup i know im lame.

my thigh hurts...cause someone bit it.

iv been smiling the past 5 hours.




:)





___________ there one that sticks out, it makes me smile.

ha. its one am. iv never been home this early on a friday. wtf.


the caterie sucked. nobody was there. but i got alot of random compliments on my shirt.(yea the Ladybug one)haha. i wish i was drunk.




oh. i got a new job. haha and i only work twice a week. maybe three times.



ugh.im tired of being bored.





mollys probally reading this... Hey Molly<3!!!

Bahahah....

Love is not a favor to be automatically bestowed. If you haven't had enough in your life, it's very likely that you haven't earned it. Of course, you can't begin to earn love from someone else until you've earned it from yourself. The "real thing" requires self-esteem. True love is an expression of one's admiration of qualities in another individual -qualities which often reflect the traits one most admires in himself.

this is me.

when im trying to think.









make it stop.

=)

my back hurts

i had my seatbelt on, but i wasnt going anywhere.


i said i cant.

but i did it anyway.

i wish you were mine.

then it would be easier.









*me talking to myself... *
Quit Being such a fuckin emo kid.
damnit...

Im always the first to come in last.

but lately things are changing...


theres this girl... she is absolutely the most amazing person i know.

ever snice i met her i was captivated...



her cat is in the hospital right now due to poisoning

shes the saddest shes ever been, and all i ever wanted was for her to be happy...

i dont know what to do or say, i just want to hold her in my arms and be here for her through this.

wow.. so the past few weeks have been amazing... but so fuckin confusing...


thursday night i saw someone that i havent seen in three months...

she's still the most beautiful girl i have ever met.

yea... so there's a warrant out for my arrest..


that means.. if i get pulled over or in a car accident or rob a bank...etc.

and the cops look up my shit... they're going to arrest me and i'll be in jail for a good while.. because my mom just told me that shes not bailing me out, and i dont have enough money for that shit... yea..


so.. this isnt a joke... i'll keep you posted, unless i get arrested tommorrow..

this is my world.





welcome to it. its fucked up. but i like it. its missing a few things. but oh well.